I’m such a doofus sometimes. I get so insane & just, mer, but I guess that’s all a part of being in love. I just can’t help it, he makes me lose myself sometimes. Hes so handsome & sweet & just, absolutely breath taking. I don’t understand why I let myself get the way I do sometimes! I feel like I should cherish what I have, & I know I should, I do! I just hate myself for letting that slip through my fingers. I guess I just got scared, being my first serious relationship & all, I just don’t want to lose him. I’ve never felt for someone what I feel for him. I’m in love, I’m in love, I’m in love! What a great feeling.